Somedays I feel like a prostitute

I work at a support office. It doesn't matter which because I am not burning any bridges. There are days where I feel used. Not in the Hi I help you left and both felt satisfied sort of thing. Not to belittle anybody experiences but sometimes raped/dominated. is the feeling I get. Here is an example, I changed some things but nothing to much just so you can see how it is.

When somebody calls we often ask if they have a tracking number. Not a hard question, sounds like a yes or no question. You say yes I ask for number, if you say no then I move on to ask more detailed questions. Well then begins the domination of me. I mean I don't work for a submissive company or any practices so unsure how it became that way. They say no and instead of stopping they decide they are on Leno and go about a 5 minute monologue where really only 1 -2 minutes were really needed. They are done and I have to go back to ask a question. I need a phone number to get where they are calling from and a name. I mean I would like to know who it is think they can run all over me. This sort of feels like the haggling over price ,200 he says I say 400, well you get the deal.

I ask for the name and number and you figure during this time they would understand their role but no they do not. During my asking(they know I am going to ask this) they decide to interrupt during my speak and give the information. Now I am not that good and multi-tasking (which is why I wouldn't make a good escort) and I didn't catch anything. I am civilized person I gently ask them to repeat, sort of in the manner of asking for water. I was hoping they would treat you civilized now, but they now see you as the little kid riding the short bus to school/ or a person they can dominate. They now give you everything slowly and to make sure you understood each part. Thanks, now please take the gag out so I can speak.

Now we get down to the nitty gritty, we now talk about the issue. They tell the issue and then I am supposed to fix like that. (side note I would snap my finger but you wouldn't hear it). They tell the issue, I make a reference to lets try this. For instance formatting hard drive. Its an extreme but lets just say that what had to be done. They would then dominated and sort of rape saying no that's not the problem.. He would then regale me of tales about his buddy called not to long ago and they changed some stuff and it fixed the problem..

I would like to say listen you are getting this error and we need to do this. Once again he denies me my pleasure and then asks me to remove my pants. Well not exactly he says he wants to go with whatever his buddy did. So fine I remove my pants and move towards him. He gets excited because well we are doing everything he wants. Then as we move toward the finish line, he exclaims wow that was long. I usually fake laugh and ask him to retry. Guess what happens. It didn't work, I was shocked because after all that hard work I thought something else might happen. I try to get off the bed after feeling used and pushes me back down saying hold on let me try a couple of other things. I am now just sitting there letting him do his thing. It doesn't work. I advised him we need to do this. By then he is upset because well he doesn't want to.

Instead of saying okay tell me what to do it usually ends in him saying thanks I will figure something else out and kicks me out the door.

Of course some days it gets worse. Let's say it all goes the above except instead of kicking me out we try it my way. Lo and behold it works, then he asks me to hold on. I am thinking more money or something that he is happy and then somebody comes out of the bathroom. Its Jim and he is having the exact problem. Well I am already on the call and can't hang up or leave so I have to deal with his problem. Just when I am about to leave her comes Linda out of the bathroom. I mean its like the didn't care about who was going second or anything like that. So after an hour and a half ofr my life goes away and everybody is elated well except me. I usually spend the rest of the night crying.