Beautiful

So as people I have enjoyed to watch anime and sometimes they have the most beautfiul songs. So I was watching an anime called Elfen Lied, and I suggest that everyone should check it out. The title song has a beautiful song called Elfen Lied. The title is literally German for "Elves' Song", or more properly translated "Song of the Elves", and takes its name from the poem Elfen lied and the German word lied, a classical-romantic poem or musical work.
Anyway the link is here
Elfen Lied them song Lilium.


But it is wonderful, you can almost hear the sadness in the song. So I thought I would brighten your day to hear something so wonderful.

The lyrics for the song are
Os justi meditabitur sapientiam
Et lingua eius loquetur iudicium
Beatus vir qui suffert tentationem
Quoniam cum probatus fuerit
accipiet coronam vitae
Kyrie, Ignis Divine, Eleison
O quam sancta, quam serena, quam benigna
Quam amoena
Oh Castitatis Lilium

O quam sancta, quam serena, quam benigna
Quam amoena
Oh Castitatis Lilium

The translated part:
The Mouth of Justice is meditating wisdom,
and his tongue is speaking of a sign.

A happy man who suffers temptation,
Since he is with approval, they recieve the crown of life.

Oh Lord, Fire by divine power, have mercy!

Oh, how holy! How serene!
How kind! How pleasant
Oh Lily of chasitity.

In case anybody wants the poem


Bei Nacht im Dorf der Wächter rief: Elfe!
Ein ganz kleines Elfchen im Walde schlief
wohl um die Elfe!
Und meint, es rief ihm aus dem Tal
bei seinem Namen die Nachtigall,
oder Silpelit hätt' ihm gerufen.

Reibt sich der Elf' die Augen aus,
begibt sich vor sein Schneckenhaus
und ist als wie ein trunken Mann,
sein Schläflein war nicht voll getan,
und humpelt also tippe tapp
durch's Haselholz in's Tal hinab,
schlupft an der Mauer hin so dicht,
da sitzt der Glühwurm Licht an Licht.

Was sind das helle Fensterlein?
Da drin wird eine Hochzeit sein:
die Kleinen sitzen bei'm Mahle,
und treiben's in dem Saale.
Da guck' ich wohl ein wenig 'nein!«

Pfui, stößt den Kopf an harten Stein!
Elfe, gelt, du hast genug?
Gukuk!

Translation:

At night in the village the watchman cried "Elf!"
A very small elf was asleep in the wood -
just at eleven! -
And he thinks that the nightingale
must have called him by name from the valley,
or Silpelit might have sent for him. (Silpelit is a character's name from an opera of Mörike's, "Eduard auf dem Seil")

So the elf rubs his eyes,
comes out of his snail-shell house,
and is like a drunken man,
his nap was not finished;
and he hobbles down, tip tap,
through the hazel wood into the valley,
slips right up to the wall;
there sits the glow-worm, light on light.

"What are those bright windows?
There must be a wedding inside;
the little people are sitting at the feast,
and fooling around in the ballroom.
So I'll just take a peep in!"

Shame! he hits his head on hard stone!
Well, elf, had enough, have you?
Cuckoo! Cuckoo!

How to play the game!

I just saw a commercial about Madden 09. The new aspect is it adapts to how you play. Madden talks about changes and says it bugs him that he sees people going for it on 4th and 20 and not making it. He says that bugs him that people do that.. Well I hate to break it to you Madden but that is how true men play. You do not need to hail mary 20 yards but when your opponent has to worry about 4 downs it eats at them. Sure some say what you are doing is stupid but when they can not stop it they start worrying. Sometimes they forget and bring a punt unit and have to waste a time-out or you can catch them sleeping for a second. Its a game of no fear and if you punt it means you have fear. What do you fear? You fear losing, not trusting that QB, RB, whoever. NO FEAR, GO for it or go home.

Huh, can we do better.

So I watch some television and because of my wife I start analyzing things more than I want to. Especially commercials and a couple of them have caught me eye.

First one up is the Yellow book commercial.




So the bride to be types in tattoo removal and he asks what can I help you with and she shows him the tattoo saying Mike. The idiot then responds so when are you marrying Mike. Now lets analyze this she looks for tattoo removal and then shows you a tattoo and you ask when are you marrying him. Its not like she was looking for something else. So does that mean yellowbook will list you under tattoo removal and that may not be your job.


So lets look at another commercial. This is one of the many Mcdonalds commercial for the chicken sandwich. I will let the commercial talk for itself.




There is another commercial but I can not find it but I will add it later if I can locate it.

Now there is a black magic commercial I found the short version which is:



Now there is a longer one which has more girls dancing and then talks about the product. I can't locate it yet but I will in time.

Stay out of it.

This goes out to Congress who feels the need to police professional sports. I understand why the think they should but someone needs to tell them its not their job.

I mean I understand there is all types of wrongdoing in sports and now Congress wants to help regulate issues. This is the same Congress that approves bills for taxes, war, relief, roads and etc. I don't think most of the people want to know the real reason in Spygate or the steroids in baseball. Know I know some of you will say they have that right but most of these people have no idea what they are talking about

We will try to understand Senator Arlen Specter, Republican of Pennsylvania and ranking member of the Senate Judiciary Committee reasons for Spygate. We will look at a couple of statements he made. First he stated, "I am very concerned about the underlying facts on the taping, the reasons for the judgment on the limited penalties and, most of all, on the inexplicable destruction of the tapes," He is questing the limited penalties. The last time I checked Mr. Specter's resume I didn't see anything about him being a sports coach, commissioner of the NFL or a committee on the NFL. He is an Eagles fan but that doesn't mean anything. I am a football fan but I can not call but a GM and say this is what needs to be done. So how can he determine that the penalty was limited. That is just a idiotic statement. The destruction of the tapes I actually agree with him because I wondered about that as well.

Another statement was, "

I do believe that it is a matter of importance. It's not going to displace the stimulus package or the Iraq war, but I think the integrity of football is very important, and I think the National Football League has a special duty to the American people -- and further the Congress -- because they have an antitrust exemption

What what the integrity of football is the same was the war and the stimulus. If not then he needs to work on it. So to justify you just have to say about the antitrust exemption. I mean is that the glue that holds it all together. If it wasn't for the antitrust you wouldn't bother with football.

It is also noted that Senator Specter is calling the destruction of the "Spygate" tapes analogous to the destruction of C.I.A. tapes.

This doesn't even warrant anything at all.

Now the statement I love is, "They are enormous role models for everybody," Specter said. "If you can cheat in the NFL, you can cheat in college, you can cheat in high school, you can cheat on your grade-school math test. There's no limit as to what you can do. I think they owe the public a lot more candor and a lot more credibility." So cheating works backwards huh? If there was no cheating in the NFL, then no cheating in college and so forth.

This senator obviously doesn't watch sports. There is cheating in college. I mean a week ago before he said this there is a report of O.J. Mayo taking money and other benefits. Now maybe he didn't notice because that was basketball and all he cares about is football. Cheating in grade school, because that is on the same level of cheating in sports. Almost everybody has cheated in school, so don't know what he is saying about that.

We know Specter has a deal with Comcast and we know that Comcast and the NFL are having issues. So is not like the antitrust will drive a man like Specter.

SpottieOttieDopalicious

Me, well I meet mine at a Floor meeting in college. Now back then I was just hoping the meeting would be over but never thought I meet that one in that setting. The question is, so where did you meet your SpottieOttieDopalicious?

I wasn't really suprisied.. no really.

So I was reading some stuff online and I found that someone purchased a video of Marilyn Monroe making a guy happy for about 15 or so odd minutes. The story follows.

A 15-minute film of Marilyn Monroe engaging in oral sex with an unidentified man will be kept from public view by a New York businessman who has bought it for $1.5 million, the broker of the deal said on Monday.

Memorabilia collector Keya Morgan said he recently arranged the sale of the silent, black-and-white film from the son of a dead FBI informant who possessed it to a wealthy Manhattan businessman who wants to protect Monroe's privacy.

"The gentleman who bought it said out respect for Marilyn he's not going to make a joke of it and put it on the Internet and try to exploit her," said memorabilia collector Keya Morgan. "That's not his intention and I would never get my name involved if that were to happen."

Monroe is clothed and the man's head remains out of the frame for the entire 15 minutes of the film, said Morgan, who watched it.

Monroe was rumored to have had an affair with U.S. President John F. Kennedy, and Morgan said then FBI Director J. Edgar Hoover, a Kennedy rival, went to great lengths to try to prove it was Kennedy in the film.

Now there is a couple of aspects I want to look at. One there have been reports that the video is not her but a look alike. This is hard to dispute since the video won't be released and we will have to just take someone's word for it. So I wonder if her or not and if this is truly worthy of news because this could be on the back burner for all I care.

The other interesting part is how the collector said "...out respect for Marilyn he's not going to make a joke of it and put it on the Internet and try to exploit her." How cute but lets get one thing straight. Monroe was not exactly a princess. She was linked to both Kennedy's and we all heard her Happy Birthday song. I mean I didn't study her but my first impression of her after what I learned, hearing about this wasn't really shocking. I mean come on now. If you release you can prove her or not and if her just be something else to add to her biography.

Let's study this people already know about the tape, now its just a matter of if they believe it or not. I know believing is seeing but sometimes its more. So lets be honest people already have their mind made up, so lets not keep playing not tarnish image. Its already been tarnished by news of the tape out. Now she can't claim it wasn't her or get her image back they way it was. Its gone, and I'm sorry.

Fine my two cents

I keep hearing reports that PC gaming is dead. Well I thought I would voice my little opinion on the subject. I personally believe that PC gaming is not dead and will never be dead. Everyone always says that PC gaming is dead because every 2 to 3 years you have to upgrade or buy another system. This I will say is true, but only if you bought your computer/laptop from Best Buy, Circuity City, Wal-Mart , etc... This places do not support gaming PCs. In that statement I mean that they are for average users and one who might play a game or two but never a true gamer.

I built a desktop system around 5+ years ago I believe. Now at the time I didn't have all the money I wanted so I had to get what I could afford. I bought an ASUS a79n8xe board, an AMD 1800+ , 1 GIG of memory. Don't remember the video card or the sound card right now. I will update later once I can get home to look at my specs. Anyway the processor is about an 1.8 I believe again will update. I wanted Bio Shock game but atlas the minimum requirements was 1.8 and I didn't want to strain or overclock my processor.

So when building a true gamer machine you can push 5 plus years easily. Now that is a long system in computer terms. Everybody talks about once who buy it, it is already out of date. When building they have to upgrade to make yours out of date.

Now lets talk games. There are games that are great for console and PCs. Like Real Time Strategy games. These are made truly for the PC. I don't ever remember seeing Age of Empires III for the PS3 of XBOX360. That's because it is way to hard to use a joystick to play that game. Like WOW (world of warcraft) or FPS (First person shooters). These games show how great the PC system is. Like me I enjoy playing GTA on the console. Let's face it Final Fantasy is just great on the console. I'm sorry but it is. So each system is great but all it all. PC will never die.

easy like Sunday morning

So why is it when women decide to have fun with many men. At the same time or different times, they are labeled easy, sluts, tramps, whatever. But when a man does it, he is a pimp,and every man almost envies him. They even call the other women easy, sluts and whatever. So why is that society still degrades the women. I mean where did it come into play that they are the lower class forms. I mean I guess if you look at societies the men never respected them. Lets take GOLF. Everybody loves golf right, no. Well anyway, there is an anagram for GOLF it stands for Gentlemen only Ladies forbidden. Which is probably why today still most men play golf with other guys to perhaps get away from females. Well we need to stop that sort of thinking. Because if I have kids and a daughter, I don't need her growing up in this sort of society.

Somedays I feel like a prostitute

I work at a support office. It doesn't matter which because I am not burning any bridges. There are days where I feel used. Not in the Hi I help you left and both felt satisfied sort of thing. Not to belittle anybody experiences but sometimes raped/dominated. is the feeling I get. Here is an example, I changed some things but nothing to much just so you can see how it is.

When somebody calls we often ask if they have a tracking number. Not a hard question, sounds like a yes or no question. You say yes I ask for number, if you say no then I move on to ask more detailed questions. Well then begins the domination of me. I mean I don't work for a submissive company or any practices so unsure how it became that way. They say no and instead of stopping they decide they are on Leno and go about a 5 minute monologue where really only 1 -2 minutes were really needed. They are done and I have to go back to ask a question. I need a phone number to get where they are calling from and a name. I mean I would like to know who it is think they can run all over me. This sort of feels like the haggling over price ,200 he says I say 400, well you get the deal.

I ask for the name and number and you figure during this time they would understand their role but no they do not. During my asking(they know I am going to ask this) they decide to interrupt during my speak and give the information. Now I am not that good and multi-tasking (which is why I wouldn't make a good escort) and I didn't catch anything. I am civilized person I gently ask them to repeat, sort of in the manner of asking for water. I was hoping they would treat you civilized now, but they now see you as the little kid riding the short bus to school/ or a person they can dominate. They now give you everything slowly and to make sure you understood each part. Thanks, now please take the gag out so I can speak.

Now we get down to the nitty gritty, we now talk about the issue. They tell the issue and then I am supposed to fix like that. (side note I would snap my finger but you wouldn't hear it). They tell the issue, I make a reference to lets try this. For instance formatting hard drive. Its an extreme but lets just say that what had to be done. They would then dominated and sort of rape saying no that's not the problem.. He would then regale me of tales about his buddy called not to long ago and they changed some stuff and it fixed the problem..

I would like to say listen you are getting this error and we need to do this. Once again he denies me my pleasure and then asks me to remove my pants. Well not exactly he says he wants to go with whatever his buddy did. So fine I remove my pants and move towards him. He gets excited because well we are doing everything he wants. Then as we move toward the finish line, he exclaims wow that was long. I usually fake laugh and ask him to retry. Guess what happens. It didn't work, I was shocked because after all that hard work I thought something else might happen. I try to get off the bed after feeling used and pushes me back down saying hold on let me try a couple of other things. I am now just sitting there letting him do his thing. It doesn't work. I advised him we need to do this. By then he is upset because well he doesn't want to.

Instead of saying okay tell me what to do it usually ends in him saying thanks I will figure something else out and kicks me out the door.

Of course some days it gets worse. Let's say it all goes the above except instead of kicking me out we try it my way. Lo and behold it works, then he asks me to hold on. I am thinking more money or something that he is happy and then somebody comes out of the bathroom. Its Jim and he is having the exact problem. Well I am already on the call and can't hang up or leave so I have to deal with his problem. Just when I am about to leave her comes Linda out of the bathroom. I mean its like the didn't care about who was going second or anything like that. So after an hour and a half ofr my life goes away and everybody is elated well except me. I usually spend the rest of the night crying.

For the chilren

Okay, Perhaps some day I am planning on having children. Not exactly soon but perhaps one day. Of course if it comes to turn I can't have children the natural way, unsure if I will adopt. I will have to cross that bridge when I come to it. So after living at least 10 good years in the real world. I don't count any time until after I graduated high school as nothing but just a test run or perhaps just a stepping stone to the real world. So I have experienced some things not a lot but hopefully enough I can explain to my children to help better them on their issues and things to watch out for. I am writing it now because when I have children I won't even remember half the things I want to say or whatever. Oh these are just my ideas. I have not conferred with the wife for a couple of reasons. 1(we have no kids so need to talk right now. We have at least 7 years). 2(these are my ideas and subject to change as the world does and as I do).

So here we go. I think I will do these in number format and if I want to say more do that. Don't ask why its just what I want to do.

1. The Truth.
Around the time my child or children turn I think 7 or 8. I don't know if they do it anymore during school about the changing booklet and handout. But if they do then tell them the truth about the body and what will happen and expect to happen. The truth about sex and other things. Don't what to lie to kids about something this huge. Maybe Santa but not sex

2. Sex.
Sure I said it number one. But number two is everything. Don't lie and say when a man and a women love each other very much blah blah blah. Tell me sometimes its a man and a man, man and a women, a women and a women. Tell them sometimes its not love just lust. Sometimes its for revenge and sometimes for love. Other times its darker(will discuss in another number.)

3. Protection, Protection.
Advised if they must have sex, personally would like to wait until marriage but I will not grind that into their brains. They can make their own decision. I just want when they do they are protected. No need on getting pregnant if can avoid. Of course will also let them know some protection will not prevent you from getting an STD, so tell them about that.

4. No means no.
Doesn't seem to hard. If I have a son tell him when a women says no, she means no and pack up your stuff and leave or take her home or what. His number should be 0. if I have a daughter try to tell her what to watch for. Which is being in a room with a bunch of guys and your friend left. Use the buddy system it works. True story, most guys won't do anything if another girl around, most guys need her alone. It's like the extra girl is kryptonite to males.If you friends wants to go in the back with her guy friend and leave you in a room with guys you don't know. Either leave the place or tell the friend you are staying with her or leaving together. If it does happen then try to fight back if can't then when over beat the crap out of him, if you are unable. If not please try to tell somebody, even if you don't They should be able to come to me about this issue, but hey you never know. If an adult and you are a child, see above and hopefully will be able to talk to me about it.

To read more about this issue please visit
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Also I guess 4a. Where you At?
I will tell me children to do that. That's right just like the commercials. I need to know where you are. Not just me but other people. If you are about to get into a cab. Call someone to let them know and call again after you get out. And again when made into your house/or where you are staying that night. No matter what happens tell the truth. There is always someone who will believe you. Even if somehow I don't.

5. Strippers, Prostitutes, Brothels, oh My.
Not much to say on this. Just to let them know they exist. Want to be educated but won't like drop them off to see what happens. We can just watch an HBO documentary.

6. What's That Feeling?
Let them know if there is someone you don't trust or somewhere you don't trust. Leave. Unable to leave please call me and I will find a way to get you even if you are in a different state. Also keep your drink with you. If unsure about the guy/girl don't trust the drink in his hand and get your own. If he/she says you put it here, grad a new one. Date Rape type drugs still exist.

7. Big Brother?
Not in someone watching you but in the fact that I will be watching you. Not in the incest or leering sort of way. But as you grow , watching what sites you visit, where you go. GPS tracking on the car, keyboard mapping on the computer but hopefully the children won't need until 12 or older. No need if having a phone or computer until 16 at least. Before then they can't drive or go anywhere without permission. So basically should only be going to school and home, rinse wash repeat.

8. The Lies told.
Basically will them know lies both sexes uses to try to get the other to do a sexual experience. If I have a daughter or son both parents will talk together about the excuses the other uses or says for that. So that way they will be prepared.

9.Sexual Favors.
This is when a person will try to help the person in return for certain favors. Seem pretty easy but I don't want to leave anything out.

10. statutory rape
Let them know about it, the ages and the reason. Also be carefully because a mother or a father can claim this even if nothing happens. So need to be carefully about that one.

I hope this is all, it seems like a lot but I had a lot to say. If more needs to be added, I will do that but until now this is what I have.

A change for awhile

So I have finally decided to post my views on sex. Not just the aspect but the taboo aspect. How I feel it is used here maybe and perhaps why is such a subject not to touch. I know my readers can't wait. Which is sad because I have none, in fact after publishing I don't read mine. I wonder if that means this is not a good idea, but oh well I am going forward. I can't go backwards.

Are you sure you really need help?

So as I drive to work I always notice people asking for help or money. Now back in the day I used to always feel sorry for some of these people. I would always try to give them some money until my dad noticed some getting out of a BMW or another nice looking car. We mean nice and new not a clunky old BMW that needs to be trashed. So I sort of stopped but sometimes I wondered if some of those really need help. I mean I know there are shelters and all but sometimes that is just not enough. So I wonder if most of those people asking for money truly need it or the ones that do not. So a couple of days ago I saw one holding a sign saying Family in need, anything will help. The problem I saw or noticed was it was just one person out there. So I wondered, where was this other family, if the other family members too frail to move or are they just little kids. Anyway that would got me and I wanted to ask about the other members but I was unable to. But I will say at least these people but in a lot for effort than the ones that need money usually for some sort of drug. Because one day A guy hit me for me. It seems that he needed money to take a Taxi because him and his baby girl need to get to Edmond. Mind you at the time I lived In Norman. So how much did he ask for. 30 dollars, 50 dollars, 100 dollars. Nope, just 5 or 10 dollars. Very interesting!! Especially since I wish I could go to Edmond off 10 dollars. Man I would take that Taxi anywhere. I could probably go to Dallas for 50 dollars. So I think a week later, I saw him again. Of course without the baby girl but once again asking for money. Of course for him I had none, I wondered if he saw me with stuff and just kept pestering me. So later one during the course of my stay at the apartment I saw two girls as I was leaving for the Wal-Mart. They asked me if I had any money. I told them no. So fast forward to about 30 minutes to an hour at most. I come back and there they are again. I get out of the car and again they ask me if I have any money. Which I say no and wanted to mention that they already asked me but I decided against it. So I wonder how many people truly need help?