Don't know why this disturbed me

If you don't know I actually enjoying watching anime. Anyway I was watching Kannazuki NoMikeo (Destiny of Shrine Maiden). Well its about a girl named Himeko, who is the solar priestess and Chikane, who is the lunar priestess. Well We find out that Himeko likes Ogami because of their trials that each one had and leaned on each other. Well Ogami also likes Himeko and a twist is Chikane loves Himeko. Well anyway the story goes and we see that Chikane loves Himeko and wants to be with her but society won't let them and another person says that they will only be together in dreams. We also see in one scene that Himeko become unconcious and Chikane come to her aid but kisses her and rubs a breast. Anyway in one scene Chikane talks to Himeko and asks if she loves her and she says she does and then pretty much steals a kiss from her. The girl runs and asks what's going on and Chikane says she wants her and proceeds to rape Himeko. This was the part that got me. I have seen anime in various different forms but nothing to the point of rape. So as expected Himeko is distraught and wants to know why Chikane did this and the rest of the series trying to find out why she did that. Okay so fast forward to where the two meet again. Himeko asks Chikane why she did this and Chikane said he turned evil against her, because she wanted to destroy the world so they could be together. Chikane also said she loved her voiced and lips. Anyway Himeko didn't want to fight but Chikane made her and finally Himeko struck Chikane with her sword. So she wanted to know why and CHikane stalled but finally gave in. We find out that the priestesses lived former lives and when Chikane and Himeko vanished the evil one of them had to be sacrificed to seal the evil. Well Chikane had to kill Himeko and felt guilty over doing so. So she secretly turned evil so when Himeko had to kill her she would not feel guilty like Chikane did. So as Chikane is dying the both express their love for each other and comes to find out that they will be reborn. SO each time they will meet fall in love and then one will kill the other. But I said so much but the rape part is what got me. But if you9 want to know overall the series is a very good and everybody should rent or own the movie

The Commerical is right

Well I haven't been on Ebay in forever. I was looking for a jersey of a former Dallas Cowboy and now analyst Darren Woodson. I found one online but it was the white jersey color and I wanted the navy ( I know picky). So I checked Ebay and low and behold I found one but I had to wait 7 days which was today at 7:00 when it was going to end. So I waited close to the end because I only wanted to post one bid because I hate getting into a bidding war because I always lose. So I check the time and ebay counts down 2 minutes. I want to bid but I tell myself to stop. Then 1 minute. I want to bid now but no it is still too early. I could get outbid. So finally 30 seconds, still to early. Finally I see my chance. its 10 seconds and I put my bid and hit bid then confirm max bid. Finally I return to the screen and see I won. I can not even tell everyone what feeling I am feeling. It is definitely better when you win it. Just in case people are wondering I will post the times. I will withhold the bidder's name. So unknown bidder bid her amount at Nov-07-07 16:52:39 PST
and yours truly Nov-07-07 16:59:58 PST. Now look at the time, tell me I was not lucky. Anyway as anyone knows there will be pictures coming soon......

So is that how people know its over.

It seems I have noticed from celebrities to regular people having a myspace page. Now I don't care about if they have or do not have one, but it seems they update their top friends more often than changing their looks. I have noticed that once somebody is no longer dating they are removed from their top spot. Now I understand that they do hold but they usually drop them as a friend. This part I have a problem with. Are you telling me that so many regular people and celebrities ca not stay friends after breaking up. I know its hard to do but still just make a point to at least be a friend. Maybe I am just looking for the happy medium for that but sometimes I guess I must realize that people are not kind and are mean at times. Oh well perhaps one day we can break up but still be friends on myspace.

Lets help bring a classic to DVD

On my favorite classics musical is Ain't Misbehavin. It was originally shown on NBC or USA in 1982. It doesn't matter which network because they are own by NBC universal now. there is a petition to Beth Comstock of NBC to get this show to DVD. Please go to this site to sign the peition
http://www.PetitionOnline.com/fatwallr/petition.html

Too lazy

Why is it so easy to make excuses for not doing things when we get home. I have been meaning to look into my computer problems when I get home from work. Maybe its because I spend most days working on other people's computer so by the time I get home I don't want to struggle with the issue on mine. I think the main issue is because my computer is a long couple of hours fix and when I get home I just don't want to deal with that. And I know what you are thinking. Why not just do it on the weekend, Ray. Well that sounds like a wonderful idea except for the fact that I have other things going on. I've got moves to make. So I look at my broken computer and I shed a couple of tears. Though I was planning to eventually build a computer, I wanted to do it later than right now. One being I don't exactly have the money to build a new computer or buy a okay computer. So my thing is how long exactly can I go without a true home computer of my own. I mean there are other but mine is mine because I can partition and load other OS systems without caring if other people are going to be using the computer. Now, I have to learn restraint which is something I was never good at anyway. Of course if there are any people out there who want to donate to the Ray's new computer fund without expecting much in return. Oh well perhaps I will get a new computer sooner and just live with the issues.